False Hope
Saturday, 28 December 201310:21
Dear you,..
I hope you're in great health and iman when you read this,
Honestly , from my heart I miss you so much , I miss all the time that we spent together.
and all the moment still in my mind,. it can't be changed, undone, or forgotten.
but rindu tak bermakna nak kembali.
I'm not texted you , mention you .. becouse..
everyday I'm waiting you to miss me..
waiting ,.. waiting .. but nothing happen ,. when I'm started stalk you in twitter it so hurt.
but I'm still fine and okay ..
just becouse you have a new maybe Gf ,and forget me ?
betul lah orang cakap, novel cakap..
Hati manusia boleh berubah cepat atau lambat . ia nya pasti
tapi baru sekarang baru kau nak ckp semula kau masih sygkan aq mcm dulu,
tak rase pon mcm dulu. beza . sangat . !
berkali kali kau mintak maaf ,.
hey .! what are you doing now ha. just go away .!
mcm apa yg kau nak dulu.
forgiving is easy but trusting again .? sorry I can't ..
nak benci kau ? nak marah kau ?
mmg tu lah kehendak hati tapy bila di fikir kan
dah hidup kau gitu kan ,. aq bkn siapa nak mghalang.
lagy pun salah aq , sbb trsuka kn kau .
Sorry to .
tapy jgn risau ah dah buang dah perasaan tu jauh-II meski bukan senang .
hey , walaupun cume 3 tahun je kte kenal , rapat ..
tapy banyak benda aq bljar dari kau..
kadang-II masalah yg aq hadapi ni mmbuat kan aq lagy matang ,. haha .
kau tau ,.
mase aq ajak kau keluar tu.
aq harap sangat kau ad kat Os, sebb aq tahu kte akn susah brjumpa lagy lps ni.
Then , bila plan kau cari kerja lagy awal sblm aq nak ajak.
terus putus niat aq .tapy setiap masa yg dah dekat tu.
mesty aq akn ckp aq tunggu kt jmntah lah, kt os lah..
kau tau knpe. sbb aq harap kau ade.
smpi lah aq balik,. ttp same, kau takde pun..
sedih sgt.. tapy brtmbh sedih,.
bila on twitter then tgok kwn kau post gmbr-II kau lepak sdgkn kau sndiri yg
ckp kau cari keje lah bagai..
uhh . bertambah tambah geram, sakit hati, ..
explain ? hmm , tak payah lah ..
sejak dari tu..
aq baru sedar...
aq dah tak di perlukan lagy .
I'm really tired of having a feelings with you . I just want stop all of this.
sejak tu .
I wish I could ignore you like you ignore me..
sekuat , seteguh mane pun kau nak putus kn pershbtn ni.
asal kau tau perpisahan tu slalu ad. mcm yg kau nak.
as you know a happy you is more than enough for me, which ever you choose to be happy.
It has been written,
It has been written, learn and live your life.
After all of these , I hope I never ever meet you again untill I'm die.
Moga kte sama-II bahagia . :)
Lastly .. I just want says..
